This is my new outlet, to try to help myself get to a state of mind I'm happy with. I suffer from depression, anxiety and suicidal thoughts. I am currently recovering from self harm and some other shit - so hey, you've been warned.

My ask will always be open, so that you will have somewhere to turn, even when you think you don't. I promise not to bite :) xx


as a skinny person, you are catered to and you don’t even realize it. did you ask for that? no and i understand that. but you will never cry your eyes out in a dressing room because even the largest size doesn’t fit. you will never deal with rejection from a guy solely because of your weight. you are socially accepted.

is any kind of body shaming disgusting? yes. but please don’t act like you’d rather be fat. 

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"I’m not afraid of suicide, I’m afraid I won’t succeed."
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everything personal
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Time for another round of ‘what did I fuck up today?’!

Today I have managed toooooo…..
1) get pretty violently ill, so much so that I’ve had to cancel my plans for tomorrow, and possibly even miss school
2) cause a fight between my parents
3) lie to my mother after she found my hidden stash of cigs (most of which I smoked yesterday, so that’s a blessing), my lighters, and some clothes that were stained with blood
4) get my dad horribly mad at me
5) not take a shower… Because why the hell not
I hate everything

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